Thursday, December 22, 2005

Thanks Kid

Let me clarify my last post a little... I'm not complaining that no one compliments me... In fact people at the gym, here at work and my family tell me all of the time how good I look, how impressed they are with the way I have changed for the better... I guess what I am obsessing about is my NEEDING to hear this ALL of the time...to have it reiterated over & over...What I want to know is When will I have heard it enough? When will I finally believe it deep down in subconsious. EE keeps telling me that people just say things to be nice and then the doubts start all over again...And I know that ya'll get tired of hearing me go on & on about it...Sorry but
Self image has been a struggle for me forever... How does one work on that?

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