My face is starting to look OLD...yep... I've got lines around my eyes and mouth that didn't used to be there. My mouth & eyes are starting that drooping thing that happens in my family to the older women...Am I going to obsess over this? Nope...at least not much...because there isn't anything I can do about it...at least nothing I can afford...The thing is I feel younger now than I have in a long time...I can look in the mirror at my bod and see sooo much differance (hell most of the time I love what I see, especially the clothes that I get to wear now)..but when i look up into my face I see that the years haven't been easy on me... What did I expect? To stay young forever...that once I lost weight I would really be young? Why should this be important to me NOW? Well, I guess it's because I've been thinking about being attractive to the opposite sex. I'm 55 years old and I really do like living by myself but hate that I don't have any other options at this time...It would be nice to have someone to do things with..things I want to do for a change...
I may not be one of the smartest women around but then I'm not one of the dumbest either... I should be able to figure out how to make my life more interesting...more what I want...And just what is it I WANT. This shouldn't be that hard...Maybe I just need to get on with my LIFE and forget trying to find someone to share it with....who know that's usually when things really happen...when you aren't looking...
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