Sooo I went out last night to a bar with #2 Niece. I was good and only had a couple of beers (light) before switching over to water.... The band was pretty good... they played lots of differant types of songs... I didn't dance because they had just waxed the dance floor and it was really slick and with the 4" heels I didn't want to end up on my butt ( I did walk carefully over it on the way to the bathroom)... Oh yeah, there was even a bar fight... now how much better can you get than that? Yep, I knew when I saw the 6 ft something, 325 pound guy with the mohawk hair that he would be looking for trouble and he didn't fail me... I didn't actually get to see the fight because I was busy giving my phone number to another guy at the time.... What was I Thinking?
I haven't done this (this being, making myself available for a "pick up") since I was in my 20's, so I'm a little out of practice on the bar games that people play... I know that's no excuse for losing my head but... he was nice and he does play racquetball... and he was taller than me (even in my 4" heels) I guess that counts for something, doesn't it? At least I didn't fall back on my old wild ways and go home with him after the bar closed... so maybe I am actually growing up or maybe staying sober keeps a person from making a total foool of themselves.
Seriously, I'm not sure why I did give him my number when he asked, I guess I just couldn't think of any reason why not to... at least not then... now I can think of a few.... And yes, he has already called me.. We are going to see each other Monday night... Am I scared?... you bet!!! But I'm also a little surprized that I'm not feeling guilty about not being faithful to Larry... True I don't really think anything will come of this, I think that once this guy sees me and he's sober, he'll run the other way as fast as he can....In my mind I still don't think that a "sane" guy would be interested in a "fat old chick" like me.. I really do need to work on my self esteem some more...
Will I go with #2 Niece again, well since it was my idea in the first place to go last night, I probably will go again.... I did meet some really interesting people, but it's weird, the ones I really enjoyed talking to were the one's that work out. Man, how I've change in the past couple of years.....
And more changes are on their way I'm sure!!!!!
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